Selasa, 17 Mei 2011

KILL ME

I've been facing troubles recently. I just don't know what to say, what to do, and how to fix every single mistakes I've done.
I'm too hopeless and useless, always troubling and annoying people around me.
Really, I didn't mean it. After I realize, I don't know how to say I'm sorry and explain everything.
Also I was fighting with my mom, the worst I've experienced.
You know what? I made her "kejang - kejang kayak org stroke".
Sorry mom, really I didn't mean it. It's just my misunderstanding.
Really, I planned on saying I';m sorry that day, my mom's and dad's anniversary. But my misunderstanding collapsed every single plan I wanted to do that day.
Well, recently, I have trouble with my best friend, whom I used to be friend with her for years.
And again, it's about misunderstanding. She said that I've said something that annoyed her.
So? I need to say "Sorry" again...
Why is it so hard just to say I'm sorry? Coz I always fell that I didn't make any mistakes.
Well, that's all for today... hope God will always lead me to His way, not think about commit suicide again.

here's new pict of me :D




Minggu, 01 Mei 2011